Honey Money : )

Hello hello , :)

This is the new BOYFIE! Steal him ? You die :)Don't think i could not kill you . I could kill you . Honey Money ? Yeahh , got a prob with that name ? No ? Than shut your big ass : )



We started our love story on dot dot dot dot dot . You would love this guy . Well , he is nice , caring , loving , trying to understand my style (that what he said) . Romantic ? I guess you get the wrong guy . Cause his NOT .


We have special in common , we both are korean fanatic :)
SUPER JUNIOR ! Sungmin is mine , Kyuhyun is his !


We never get into serious fight . But , i'm trying my best to get a fight with him .



Yeahh , this story maybe boring to you . But as for me , its like a fairytale with him .

I don't care a FUCK you think about it :)



ILOVEYOUSOFREAKINGFUCKINGDAMNMUCH!


And i promise to you that i will get a fight with you , and i promise that i will not leave you . and i promise that i will not hurt you .

GOODBYE :)

For me telling goodbye is the most hardest thing in this world . But now i guess its easy . GOODBYE ! :) HAHA , its the most amazing 1 month with you . I appriciate that . Thank you . Thank you . Thank you . :) http://www.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=8065680579141667859&postID=8201964131028744102

I guess your not the perfect guy for me huh ? :)

I may break your heart or whatever , so I'm sorry . I'm sorry and I'm sorry . I know saying sorry isn't enough . But that is the best that i can do . By saying SORRY !

I meant it when i say SORRY . i really do .

I'm guessing that you're think i'm still lying . Its up to you dude . Cause right now , i'm being honest . I guess that's it . I have nothing to do with you anymore .


I will remember you Nazmi , you were apart of my life . Gomawo (thanks)

November 25 2010 - December 25 2010 . (perfect timing)

BYEBYE NAZMI . I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU EVEN YOU HATE ME . :)

and hope you get another GIRLFRIEND who is way more better than me . GOODLUCK DUDE !

We're not the perfect two :')

Do you remember that you said to me that " you lucky to have me ? " . Remember ? Time pass just like that huh ? All your words are full of lies . And you're not the one i wanna marry . Even we're far apart . But i will still remember you . :)
I will still remember the memories that we shared .

It only take a few second to love you . It only take a few weeks to own you . It only take a few months to share secrets with you . But it took for years to forget you .

I will always accept you for who you are . But you ? Do you accept me for who i am ? Now you're gone . I try my best to make me smile . When you're with me . I try my best to make you smile .

Thanks for everything . Thanks for noting .





PS : FUCK YOU :)

remember ?

STUPID PROMISE -.-

* I will take are of you until my last breathe
* I will not break your heart
* I promise


Heyy , did you do all this stuff ? You did not take care of me , you did break my heart . Where is those promise that you promise to me ? You BREAK your promise . Yo did break my heart many times . HELLO ! it hurts ?! Seriously who the fuck are you ? Now i do regret knowing you . Its like HELL when i'm with you .Ad yeah , i do love you .But what did you say ? -.-


Heyy , i never break my promise to you rite ? But you ?MANY TIMES
and wht ? I did nothing .I just keep it cool , and i just keep quiet . I never forget you damn stupid promise . I still kept all your text in my phone . All of it , since the first day we meet . NOVEMBER 25 , 2010 . And now is December 25 , 2010 . that's a lot of text from you . A lot . And now , i wanna delete it . I wanna forget you . I wanna hate you ! ARGHHHHHHHHHH !

what the fuck ?

I guess it is the end of me and him . After hearing what he said to me , i was like
" wtf " ? I guess there's no more space for me inside your heart . I do get it . You trust people more than you trust me . Thanks for not being there when i need you . Thank for nothing . I own you before . But now ? I don't . Cause what ? Cause you trust some strangers than you trust me . Thanks for making me suffer for all this time . I know that you really meant to do it . I know that i'm not the kind of girl that your looking for . I want you to know something that no one knows . You know what ? I never ever being happy. But when i'm with you i try to be happy . And i smile just for you . I laugh just for you . You don't trust me anymore huh ? And you said that you're being played ? No , you're wrong . I never play with someone's heart . And this is what i get for christmas ? Thanks a lot dude :) Act , i never had fun . I don't know the meaning of fun . Until i meet you . I know what fun is . If you want to escape from this nightmare ? Just break up with me , SIMPLE AS THAT !

Thanks for being apart of my life . :) I use to be happy with you . But now i'm became sad just because of you :)

THANKS ! :)


We're not the perfect two . :)



December 25 2010 , 2.58 am

stupid decision -.-

From morning until night , naz didn't answer his phone . Then i feel so stress and wanna break up with him . Than i gave him this text :

"Oke , bie i wanna you to know this . I can't take it anymore . You're pushing me away from your life . Your not the old you . I want the old you back , the caring ones , the loving ones . But now its all gone . You;re not answering any of my calls , my text , The best way to get out from this nightmare is breaking up with you . I'm sorry but i know that i promise to you that i won't leave you , but i'm sorry break me promise . byw naz . thanks for being apart of my life . i do love you and yes i regret letting you go and ywas i am crying rite now . "


Than he call me many times but i didn't answer cause i was crying and i don't know that he is calling me cause i off the vibrate . Than we had a big fight . But now . I'm with him <3 LOVEYOUU !

Aina Amalia : )

About the BEAUTIFUL girl up there ? Her name is Aina Amalia , just look at the LITTLE GUYS! :) Hmmmmm , this girl ? This girl has stolen my lil bro HEART , Alex its name . The pic ? Down there :) HAHAHAH , well . Aina , is a very sweet , nice , gorgeous , and more ! Dude , she is TAKEN ! HAHAHAHA , hmmmmm . I love this girl more than anything ! She is my sister - in law XD I love her like my own sister . Oh yeahhh ! You stole her from me ? You DIE ! Heee , nnt i sambung , nk out and mkn , then tido XD


11 December 2010 . 1:36 pm